Saturday, April 5, 2014

Silhouette of Innocence


Slow down a little my friend  , Take a  deep breath ;
Look for shade somewhere nearby ,Have a little rest .
It’s been years you have been running , Up and down that hill ;
That hill is wearing down now , you still have hours to fill.

Wipe out that sticky sweat , glowing on your forehead ,
The lines on it are growing in number ,Like the crumbs of a broken bread .
Untie your shoelaces , have a little spread ;
Let your ears drop their guard , and eyes close the lid .

Now with me remember  that little one , twenty  years ago ,
Amazed  by the books of mystery and wonder ,
how those eyes used to glow.
Remember how he used to run around ,  to catch the firefly;
And then free them all and look in wonder  ,as they lit up the night .
How he used to make those faces of the clouds in the sky ;
And then feared to look back again , when he caught the devils eye .

you will smile if you remember ,his sunny  days in school ;
how he choked on words and said  nothing  ,
to that pretty girl who spoke.
How he prayed for the game of cricket  to all the gods he knew;
Telling  them to be friends with one another and help him get his due .
Those innocent words rings clear in my head , so much of it was true;
But the little boy is now all  lost , and guile is all you know .

Don’t tell me it’s the way to be , as the world is same around ;
You just have  to do these deeds , nothing else you can  find .
Don’t tell me your heart still aches , when you see misery around ;
I have seen you joke and laugh at will ,  as someone nursed her wounds.

Success is a transit point my friend , it will come and go ;
Life is one that little boy lived , not the one you seem to know .
Look for him and take him back , he is just behind the door ,

Stroke his hair as he  slowly whispers , the key to live once more.


Friday, April 4, 2014

Cold Summer


Little sea washing it away ;
A little  food orphaned on its shore,
A left over of some fat mouth .
A bird crying or chirping ;
Aimlessly flying here and there ,
Doesn't know where to go .

Oh there is a path , the beaten one ;
Dusty , muddy , tanned and burned ,
Let it rest on its own .
There is a bench on the lawn ;
No one sit there any more ,
Its empty , broken and alone .

So here I stand and I am  looking around ;
I wonder What’s the point of it all .
Let me open my eyes , and see through this dream ;
But it still hurts when I fall .

Little streets across the muddy road ;
Makes me remember a tiny house ,
Which I once called home .
It is still there where it was ;
I have just moved alone ,
A little too far away .

Oh there is a song on the rain ;
It’s been a while since I sang ,
But it hasn't rained at all .
The summer has dried my little well ;
Which was a mirror to see myself ,
Now it’s just muddy hole .

So here I stand and I am  looking around ;
I wonder What’s the point of it all .
Let me open my eyes , and see through this dream ;

But it still hurts when I fall . 



Wednesday, April 2, 2014

When the River Burns .


Oh you are still here ;
sitting behind that little old window .
Looking somewhere far ,across the land;
I wonder who is there , the one you want to see.
There used to be a river across  , but has dried long back ;
But you keep looking for its signs  with weary eyes .
Like the river , they are drying too ;
shadows and grief is all that I can see.

There has been days , when they light up ;
Thinking the harsh summer has finally gone .
But the thought of spring is just a mirage;
Soon it disappears as you move closer .
The footprints of love forms a circle below ;
A circle of pain and unending loneliness.
You try to   hide them in your vacant smile ;
The more you do,   the darker they grow .

I know it hasn't been easy to face ;
You were living and laughing and finding yourself .
But those moments of horror has taken it all ;
Now the sounds of laughter is  noise that hurt ,
The more you drown the more it burns .
You can’t wash them away with tears my friend ;
Just keep the river flowing in your heart .
Time will bring slowly  the winds of change ;
Feel that damp moist breeze when it comes.
Someday the clouds will  gather , and it will rain ;

And your eyes will glow and dance again .