Thoughts these thoughts ugly freaking thoughts
They cling on me and put me in chains ,
They suck on my blood and feast on my brain ,
They force me to bed but never let me sleep ,
They are poison, parasites and fucking weeds.
Thoughts these thoughts , ugly freaking thoughts ,
I so wish them killed but they never die ,
Sometimes they hide sometimes they slide ,
They bide their time waiting to strike ,
In the Bloodbath of memories they always triumph.
Thoughts these thoughts ugly freaking thoughts
Why it is like this
and what will it be .
Why couldn’t it be the way I
want it to be .
Why is this silence
or why these fucking words ,
Why is their
chosen weapon, Why is
the mighty sword .
Thoughts these thoughts , ugly freaking thoughts ,
They don’t let me live and wont let me die .
They shout they scream , sometimes even cry .
They know they have
me chained in their arms ,
The day I fell for their
dark sinister charm
Thoughts these thoughts , ugly freaking thoughts.
